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On Valentine's day this year in February, I was so upset, driving along randomly, getting more and more upset about losing Dave and not knowing how to be able to move on and "get better" for the sake of my children, I suddenly heard Dave's voice from the passenger seat saying, " Draw this darling"
I stopped the car so shocked, and grabbed a piece of paper from the footwell and a pen and began to try and draw what he was showing me right in front of my face.
My kids will tell you I cant draw to save my life, but what i drew was clearly a house.

Quitting the cigarettes...........

A lot of you know thanks to my facebook page that I decided to quit the cigarettes.
I walked into the doctors ( chain smoking on the way there) and demanded something that would do it for me as I have no will power what so ever and to be honest, I love smoking. I need it. I like every single one that I smoke.

But, the pain in my right lung is so bad, constantly, that I know that I have to stop. Immediately. There is not other incentive other than my health - and sticking around to be here for my children.

My fabulous day.

 
I wanted to share with you my fabulous day. It started off rather boring and mundane, having to go and get the food shopping done for our camping trip at the weekend.
 
I am into this new sport called planking - purely to be able to be the most embarrassing parent in Devon of course. For those of you new to this idea, let me explain the rules. You have to make yourself look like a plank of wood in random places and get photographic evidence. Done the indoor ones the other day - the office desk was by far the best - please see below :

This is new....

Life is changing here at Team Faulkner. I have for a long time realised that I am on my own and will more than likely be like this for ever - because of my own choice.
I have put my wedding rings back on - my anger stage of grief has gone. I now feel small and vulnerable and left behind, wearing the rings today doesnt cause me to have flash backs like they did the first year of being widowed, but now , instead they make me feel safe - like Dave is still the one that is looking after me - I still " belong" to him if you like.

Well Hi everyone :)

Well, here I can do what I love best - write.
 
I will endeavour to update this as much as possible - so come back soon .
 
If you guys have any questions about me and my family ( polite ones only lol), then feel free to post them.....
 
 
Love Rhiannon xxx
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